Love

Im so confused boy, really i am!

You changed and i realised it but a part of me feel like im really leaving.

but i dunnoe baby, i dun wanna leave i promised you i wont!

Im happy you have changed but i hope not for a short time

Anyways i cant wait to celebrate CHRISTMAS with youuuu!

AHAHAHAHHAHHAHA:)

BABYBOY I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

I PROMISE I WONT LEAVE YOU!

I just hate it whenever you're so nice to me for like two good days and the next day you are just back to urself, i mean like seriously whhyie am i still so dumb and still after you?

Boy plss luhh you ain't 19, infact ur 21 and instead of me doin everything and anything for you, its bout time you thought about me and change cause sooner or later i dunnoe whyyie but i have this feeling i am really leaving, FOR GOOD!

Honestly now really my heart tells me to move but my feet just wont start

and i dunnoe whyyie but when i think back its all

CAUSE OF YOU!

Whyyie cant you see that i need you here? whyyie cant u see that i want you here?

i want you to talk to me like before,

i want to always be on ur arms,

i want you to tell me everything's fine,

i want ur lips on mine always,

i want to walk around knowing that no other guy out there can take me,

i want to hold ur hand always,

i want ur hugs always,

But i guess ive been dreaming too much!

Cause really u aint my same boy i used to love...

in this gallery

IM STUCK ONTO YOU

im feeling really UNAPPRECIATED

I'm feeling really unappreciated,

you're taking my love for granted babe

and i dont know how much more i can take from you.

You dont do the things you used to do,

you dont even say i love you too.

And lately i've been feeling,

Feeling UAPPRECIATED!

Woke up this moring and saw your face

and you didn't look the same as yesterday,

i got the feeling that you cant seem to see where you want to be.

And lately it ain't been the same at all

when you're here its like im invisible,

i still cant seem to know where i went wrong

cause im feeling...

And today is our anniversary

and you haven't even said two words to me,

Im tryinghard to give you another chance

but ooh baby i'm feeling...

Boy when i first met you,

i thought you was the most perfect man that i have ever seen,

and i still dont understand why you treat me like you do,

i used to give into your lies but now i see the truth,

Oh no i dont want to hear it im through,

yea i know i'll still be missing you but its not worth the pain

that ive gained from you,

You make me feel

UNAPPRECIATED!

IM REALLY SORRY BOY IF HALFWAY THROUGH I CANT ENDURE THE PAIN!

I DO LOVE YOU BUT I GUESS THATS NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU!

Specially for my BabyBratheer

Hey thr, this is the little brat in my life and trust me i nvr ever regretted the day i first knew him...

He means the world to me though he's the little irritant.. HE'S MY BRATHEER AND HE AINT HEAVY!

Wanna know whyyie i choose this clour to start off with, his fav colour!

He pulls me up when im down,

He lends me his shoulder to lean on,

He lends me his ear whenever i need someone to hear me out,

He is always protecting me,

He wipes my tears and make me smile once again,

He never fails to lift me up,

He is always there even if we dont meet up,

He always sends me off aft slacking!

Most of all he will tell me,"Take care sis, reach home and text me,be safe otw home". ahahahahs just tell me youuu dont him as a bratheer?

Whyyie i wanted to write this post is to thank him for always being there for me even though sometimes i ain't there, u are always on MY MIND BRATHEER LOVE!

I WILL ALWAYS BE LOVING AND MISSING THIS LITTLE BRAT:D

Thanks for always looking out and taking care of me!

Happy three months baby

Hey there again. im back to post that its my 3 months with my BABYBOY TODAYY!

Im happy really happy but every month he is just not here to celebrate with me so tell me im "happy"?!?
Sighs i really wish he will bw able to shower love on me all the time but i know he's scared to do it cause every other girl that he has been with has left scars on him and he's scared to get hurt again.. I can understand you boy but you do pls understand me, i mean like if i dont love you i wouldnt bother doing a card on our second month and even bothered to pass it to you neither learning how to write "ILY" in TAMIL!
And on this month i bought you 2 shirts and even your favourite colour purple slippers!

Just tell me i dint love you boy?

i do and infact truckloads!!
Sighs sometimes i wish so badly you will change and start having time for me seriously!

i missed youu loads and love you more and more each time!

HAPPY 3 MONTHS BABYBOY!

I'LL ALWAYS BE LOVING YOU NEVER LESS BUT ALWAYS MORE!

hello

Hello im back and post and youuu know while im typing this out, there's this little pest looking at it, wanna know who???

There he is. Big somemore the face kena centralised!!!

See my baby stayed over at my place ytd and just only woke up watt an animal right?

But he's so small and cute:)

here i end up again

Sighs i hate it whenever you get my hopes of coming to see me or say yaya no wad, u will still come to bedok and spend time with me ahen ur FCUKING BUSY WITH UR FCUK FRIENDS!

Tell me whyyie am i so dumb as to even change for you and sit at home for the past 3 weeks not even going to a damn club!

pfft i dont wanna cry no more seriously i dont, it hurts but i've to move on and when i finally get the strength to do so, you'll just come back and know that i cant leave you no matter wad happens u know i will run back!

You wanna enjoy ur night out today enjoy cause later in the evening ill be dancing my soul out!

I cant think no more and i just need a break like others suggest. maybe just maybe after all they were right bout you being my BIGGEST MISTAKE!!!

Watts with them agaain

Sighs watts with them again, yeahh bumped into them ytd at TEKKA and they can like question me bout wadever i said or watsoever and the 20 dollars again!

I dunnoe wad they went to tell MJ bot me just to break our RELATIONSHIP apart!

Not say the RELATIONSHIP IS GOIN WELL, ITS FCUKING ROCKY and they must add more fuel to the fire, they want to bring me down so badly for?

Hah! how worse can things get?!?

ITS ALREDY COMPLICATED ENOUGH!

I NO NEED ANYMORE FROM YOU ALL AND IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF THE SAME THING GOING OVER AGAIN LIKE IT NVR ENDS!

Im sick and tired reallly i dont know how long more i can take all this shit from you all SERIOUSLY!!!

Whyyie is it always me me me me me like FCUK!

ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

WHYYIE WHYYIE WHYYIE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

You all not sick and tired?

I AM AND FCUK OVER ALR OVER

PAST IS PAST LUHH FCUK!

Wats with you and grudges watts with that?!?!?!?!?

AH FCUK LUHH FCUK!

sighs

I feel so bad ahahhahas

but thankful im not liking him or whatsoever!

ahahaahhas im fine in my singlehood actually but i do miss my babyboy though luhh aahahhas

was talking to my babyboy just now and that stupid idiot had to record me singing a damn tamil song like FCUK siaaa stupid idiot, and the stupid song was POOKAL POOKUM and babyboy danced that for DHOOL 2010 and looked awesomely HOT and i just love him luhh.. i cant seem to not talk to him i mean its like a must to hear his voice before i sleep and when i wake up..

He's the small boy i fell in love with and yeah i do have my regrets but still its love that i cant keep away from him!

Just look at me im so in love and i wanna FIGHT BACK for wad i lost and ill get my BABYBOY BACK!

I WILL ALWAYS WAIT FOR YOU TILL YOU COME BACK AND TELL ME YOU LOVE ME ONCE MORE!

BabyBoy come back soon;D

up thinking throught the night

Sighs.. been up till now just thinking bout both my relationship and a friendship i would nvr expect to turn sour!

Was really a bad day for me todayy, nvr expected this day to come!

Both at the same time just sucks!

Thank GOD there's MUM!

She really just was by my side from the minute she woke up and im glad she's here to wipe my tears cause both things i treasured so much was just full of CRAP!

Hah! Just when i thought the person i loved the most had BRAINS to think trust me SHE DOESN'T!

My so called friends will do anything to get their way everything and everytime THEIR FCUKING WAY!

Cannot GIVE and TAKE ah ccb!

Yeahhh everything ended and started their way cause i'll nvr speak for my rights ever.. i deserved it even if i had to lose THE ONE I LOVE!

I'm so happy to hear a call from mummy saying everything will be fine and i wont have to worry:D

Then mj called, glad i heard her voice too...

I keep breaking down, i dun know whyyie...

Purple- her fav colour!

RIDE IT LOVE!

wth

Gosh!!!

watts goin on seriously?

watt luh i say now when i nvr said anything AT ALL

i mean like wtf i dun know whether u all heard it or just saying it!

i mean whyyie wanna talk bout it when its been long back and i said it long back not NOW OR AT ALL!!!

we have talked bout it alr wat, whyyie now?

simple luhh its better of i fcuk off i dun wanna be a part of something that was never a friendship but full of typical shit!

im not a fighter and neither have i claimed i was one

maybe u all are but not ME!

Sighs too many shit that has got nothing to do with me...

so whyyie put the blame on me cause u all know ill nvr fight back ill let it be and ill say yeah my fault everytime me me me!

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

OVER AND DONE WITH FRIENDHIPS I TREASURED SO MUCH AND A DUMBFCUK RELATIONSHIP!

Happy 2 months LOVE:D

HAPPY 2 MONTHS BABYLOVE:D

Happy 2 months babyboy... thanks so much for being here by my sidee!!!

Its so strange till now we are still together though we've had many silly fights butt still you're here.

true enough i cant help but loving you more!

Pls hurry wake up:D My baby have to do my hair@ FAR EAST PLAZA!!

ahahahhas baby we were celebrating our 2 months in the train back to ur stupid lakeside abd under the train track before i left for home.. sorry love i didn't know u don't eat macaroni but we ate it b4 i left.. MAC AND CHEESE MY FAV!

ahahahahahs:D

You had ur fav double choco chip cookie and my normal cookie... see the diff between but still shared and ate.. i knew u were hungry biy cause u didn't ate much even when i bought the NASI GORENG PEDAS, i was suffering with the damned SPICYNESS okaayyy!!!

But still i wanna say i do love you a lot and i hope really hope we will last long!

Thanks for a wonderful 2 months babyboy! WAITING FOR MORE LOVE!

I WILL ALWAYS BE LOVING YOU!

Sick and TIred!

Arrrggghhhh!

im so sick and tired of waiting for the BF of mine to call back and trust me i'll wait for hours everyday!

Tell me im not stupid?

She can just simply hook on the damn phone with others but when im over here calling she does'nt give 2 to 3 FUCKS bout me so whyyie should i?

ITS SIMPLY UNFAIR!

See she's still on the damn line and bloody hell hung up on me!

CCB I DONT NEED TO SLEEP AH DOG?

DARNED I GIVE UP!

I swear i wish MR VALENTINO was up now and trust me i would be happy talking to him but he's shagged out aft dance and slept alr.. Comee to think of it whyyie in the world am i missing him?

DARNED CANNOT CANNOT NEVER EVER!

Hmmm i sent her a fcuked up msg and soon ill just wont bother picking up the phone but still i know bout myself i'll end up ANSWERING the PHONE cause i;ve got a damn SOFT SPOT FOR HER LIKE WTF!

Tired and so sick of relationships cause i hate loving someone so much but ended up being HURT!

Guess i'll END here:D

7 more days for my 2 months with my BabyBoy!

Hey hey! guess waatt? 7 more days to my 2 months with my BabyBoy and i cant help but really did something for him and i hope he loves it and get touched by it too!

I did a big big card like A2 size cause i stole the drawing block from my beloved brother and he so fcukeD me upp for that but wadever he loves me still!

ahahahahs i really cant wait to show my BabyBoy wad i did but my BabyBoy is very HEARTLESS! im very sad and hurt by him but I LOVE YOU BABYBOY! ahahahahs im talking to BabyBoy now and he gonna play some stupid song and the song is stupid BEWAFA and RIDE IT! And i cannot fcuking talk, im trying to talk and now he puts even worser song called O.M.G and u tell me how to talk... See so mamy memories sighs in just awhile..

I LOVE YOU BABYBOY!

Hey hey, this is the love of my life for now:D

This is my BabyBoy aged 21 and loves dancing so as he even as his own crew( ZARTURILAKZ)

You know its been a wonderful and meaninful living my life with him! We do fight and im telling you often much, you know me the girl the jealous type and so is he.. ahahahas:D

It may oonly be coming to 2 months but my baby has given me more than i expected especially from him... Baby has surprised and shown me in many ways as to how he loves me and hell yeah i was taken aback!

You know the way my baby smiles and laugh is enough for me.. See my baby dance i gurantee you will be shocked cause thats]'s how i fell in love with him, he amazes me in everything and anything.. Now he's busy preparing for dhool and wont be able to spend time with me that much but im sure after dhool is so over, he'll definitely be with me...

Your KISS is the ice that melts me off my feets, love me forever, never let me go!

life's like this love

Arrgh! whyyie must love be so revengeful?

i mean like yeah i know when i was drunk on the stupid damn alcohol i did nonsense but you weren't there to see it and so u listened to your brothers, i mean if they had the chick to tell you that that was the only day which they could grind me or put it in a nicer way luhh dance with me then whyyie nvr questioned them bout it but me?

HAH! guess brothers do come great in first place by wanting to dance with other BROTHER'S GF and then admitting to it but blaming me like WTF!

So much for BROTHERS luhhh!

If they were so much a brother considered to you whyyie have the thoughts to dance with me when im drunk or even have the thought in the very first place?

I simply feel that as ur so called BROTHERS right, tc of ur GF not mess around with cause seriously i feel im damn cheap towards you and your BROTHERS!

If i was ever considered tell me earlier so ill fcuk off especially from you!

Whyyie being together with you just simply hurts so darned much even now typing this down just makes me tear...

Its not like as if we are together for a year or so but seriously i don know how long i can handle this, me, you, us, ours!

What we had was something i nvr had before but loving you simply hurts!

Sometimes when i think back, was loving you wrong?

im not perfect and i cant be perfect for you!

And when there's someone out there willing to love me and knowing me and my mistakes still able to forgive and forget and wanting me back i just cant leave you for me cause my heart says so but my mind wants him cause he has always been what i wanted and USED TO LOVE BEFORE YOU!

I just really wish you wont have to be like this revengeful and forgive and forget my mistakes cause its the same ive done for you...

IVE ENDURED THIS MUCH FOR YOU AND ITS BOUT TIME U GAVE UP ON HURTING ME AND START LOVING ME CAUSE IVE A FEELING ILL BE GONE REAL SOON BOY!!!