Monday, October 18, 2010

life's like this love

Arrgh! whyyie must love be so revengeful?
i mean like yeah i know when i was drunk on the stupid damn alcohol i did nonsense but you weren't there to see it and so u listened to your brothers, i mean if they had the chick to tell you that that was the only day which they could grind me or put it in a nicer way luhh dance with me then whyyie nvr questioned them bout it but me?
HAH! guess brothers do come great in first place by wanting to dance with other BROTHER'S GF and then admitting to it but blaming me like WTF!
So much for BROTHERS luhhh!
If they were so much a brother considered to you whyyie have the thoughts to dance with me when im drunk or even have the thought in the very first place?
I simply feel that as ur so called BROTHERS right, tc of ur GF not mess around with cause seriously i feel im damn cheap towards you and your BROTHERS!
If i was ever considered tell me earlier so ill fcuk off especially from you!
Whyyie being together with you just simply hurts so darned much even now typing this down just makes me tear...
Its not like as if we are together for a year or so but seriously i don know how long i can handle this, me, you, us, ours!
What we had was something i nvr had before but loving you simply hurts!
Sometimes when i think back, was loving you wrong?
im not perfect and i cant be perfect for you!
And when there's someone out there willing to love me and knowing me and my mistakes still able to forgive and forget and wanting me back i just cant leave you for me cause my heart says so but my mind wants him cause he has always been what i wanted and USED TO LOVE BEFORE YOU!
I just really wish you wont have to be like this revengeful and forgive and forget my mistakes cause its the same ive done for you...
IVE ENDURED THIS MUCH FOR YOU AND ITS BOUT TIME U GAVE UP ON HURTING ME AND START LOVING ME CAUSE IVE A FEELING ILL BE GONE REAL SOON BOY!!!

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