Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Specially for my BabyBratheer


Hey thr, this is the little brat in my life and trust me i nvr ever regretted the day i first knew him...
He means the world to me though he's the little irritant.. HE'S MY BRATHEER AND HE AINT HEAVY!
Wanna know whyyie i choose this clour to start off with, his fav colour!
He pulls me up when im down,
He lends me his shoulder to lean on,
He lends me his ear whenever i need someone to hear me out,
He is always protecting me,
He wipes my tears and make me smile once again,
He never fails to lift me up,
He is always there even if we dont meet up,
He always sends me off aft slacking!
Most of all he will tell me,"Take care sis, reach home and text me,be safe otw home". ahahahahs just tell me youuu dont him as a bratheer?
Whyyie i wanted to write this post is to thank him for always being there for me even though sometimes i ain't there, u are always on MY MIND BRATHEER LOVE!
I WILL ALWAYS BE LOVING AND MISSING THIS LITTLE BRAT:D
Thanks for always looking out and taking care of me!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Happy three months baby



Hey there again. im back to post that its my 3 months with my BABYBOY TODAYY!


Im happy really happy but every month he is just not here to celebrate with me so tell me im "happy"?!?
Sighs i really wish he will bw able to shower love on me all the time but i know he's scared to do it cause every other girl that he has been with has left scars on him and he's scared to get hurt again.. I can understand you boy but you do pls understand me, i mean like if i dont love you i wouldnt bother doing a card on our second month and even bothered to pass it to you neither learning how to write "ILY" in TAMIL!
And on this month i bought you 2 shirts and even your favourite colour purple slippers!
Just tell me i dint love you boy?
i do and infact truckloads!!
Sighs sometimes i wish so badly you will change and start having time for me seriously!
i missed youu loads and love you more and more each time!

HAPPY 3 MONTHS BABYBOY!
I'LL ALWAYS BE LOVING YOU NEVER LESS BUT ALWAYS MORE!



Saturday, November 20, 2010

hello


Hello im back and post and youuu know while im typing this out, there's this little pest looking at it, wanna know who???
There he is. Big somemore the face kena centralised!!!
See my baby stayed over at my place ytd and just only woke up watt an animal right?
But he's so small and cute:)




Saturday, November 13, 2010

here i end up again

Sighs i hate it whenever you get my hopes of coming to see me or say yaya no wad, u will still come to bedok and spend time with me ahen ur FCUKING BUSY WITH UR FCUK FRIENDS!
Tell me whyyie am i so dumb as to even change for you and sit at home for the past 3 weeks not even going to a damn club!
pfft i dont wanna cry no more seriously i dont, it hurts but i've to move on and when i finally get the strength to do so, you'll just come back and know that i cant leave you no matter wad happens u know i will run back!
You wanna enjoy ur night out today enjoy cause later in the evening ill be dancing my soul out!
I cant think no more and i just need a break like others suggest. maybe just maybe after all they were right bout you being my BIGGEST MISTAKE!!!

Friday, November 5, 2010

Watts with them agaain

Sighs watts with them again, yeahh bumped into them ytd at TEKKA and they can like question me bout wadever i said or watsoever and the 20 dollars again!
I dunnoe wad they went to tell MJ bot me just to break our RELATIONSHIP apart!
Not say the RELATIONSHIP IS GOIN WELL, ITS FCUKING ROCKY and they must add more fuel to the fire, they want to bring me down so badly for?
Hah! how worse can things get?!?
ITS ALREDY COMPLICATED ENOUGH!
I NO NEED ANYMORE FROM YOU ALL AND IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF THE SAME THING GOING OVER AGAIN LIKE IT NVR ENDS!
Im sick and tired reallly i dont know how long more i can take all this shit from you all SERIOUSLY!!!
Whyyie is it always me me me me me like FCUK!
ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
WHYYIE WHYYIE WHYYIE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
You all not sick and tired?
I AM AND FCUK OVER ALR OVER
PAST IS PAST LUHH FCUK!
Wats with you and grudges watts with that?!?!?!?!?
AH FCUK LUHH FCUK!

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

sighs

I feel so bad ahahhahas
but thankful im not liking him or whatsoever!
ahahaahhas im fine in my singlehood actually but i do miss my babyboy though luhh aahahhas
was talking to my babyboy just now and that stupid idiot had to record me singing a damn tamil song like FCUK siaaa stupid idiot, and the stupid song was POOKAL POOKUM and babyboy danced that for DHOOL 2010 and looked awesomely HOT and i just love him luhh.. i cant seem to not talk to him i mean its like a must to hear his voice before i sleep and when i wake up..
He's the small boy i fell in love with and yeah i do have my regrets but still its love that i cant keep away from him!
Just look at me im so in love and i wanna FIGHT BACK for wad i lost and ill get my BABYBOY BACK!
I WILL ALWAYS WAIT FOR YOU TILL YOU COME BACK AND TELL ME YOU LOVE ME ONCE MORE!
BabyBoy come back soon;D