pissed

Finally i'm BACK after a damn long time luhh!

well you see shits been happening and i mean S.H.I.T!

FML! WHYYIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?

I seriously thought that i could get over MJ but i did at first cause FAIZAL entered

AND now he LEFT!

Just tell me my life not FCUKED UP ENOUGH!

ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

And now MJ is back, now wad to do?

fcuk my LIFE!

THANKS A LOT FAIZAL!

Love

Im so confused boy, really i am!

You changed and i realised it but a part of me feel like im really leaving.

but i dunnoe baby, i dun wanna leave i promised you i wont!

Im happy you have changed but i hope not for a short time

Anyways i cant wait to celebrate CHRISTMAS with youuuu!

AHAHAHAHHAHHAHA:)

BABYBOY I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

I PROMISE I WONT LEAVE YOU!

I just hate it whenever you're so nice to me for like two good days and the next day you are just back to urself, i mean like seriously whhyie am i still so dumb and still after you?

Boy plss luhh you ain't 19, infact ur 21 and instead of me doin everything and anything for you, its bout time you thought about me and change cause sooner or later i dunnoe whyyie but i have this feeling i am really leaving, FOR GOOD!

Honestly now really my heart tells me to move but my feet just wont start

and i dunnoe whyyie but when i think back its all

CAUSE OF YOU!

Whyyie cant you see that i need you here? whyyie cant u see that i want you here?

i want you to talk to me like before,

i want to always be on ur arms,

i want you to tell me everything's fine,

i want ur lips on mine always,

i want to walk around knowing that no other guy out there can take me,

i want to hold ur hand always,

i want ur hugs always,

But i guess ive been dreaming too much!

Cause really u aint my same boy i used to love...

in this gallery

IM STUCK ONTO YOU

im feeling really UNAPPRECIATED

I'm feeling really unappreciated,

you're taking my love for granted babe

and i dont know how much more i can take from you.

You dont do the things you used to do,

you dont even say i love you too.

And lately i've been feeling,

Feeling UAPPRECIATED!

Woke up this moring and saw your face

and you didn't look the same as yesterday,

i got the feeling that you cant seem to see where you want to be.

And lately it ain't been the same at all

when you're here its like im invisible,

i still cant seem to know where i went wrong

cause im feeling...

And today is our anniversary

and you haven't even said two words to me,

Im tryinghard to give you another chance

but ooh baby i'm feeling...

Boy when i first met you,

i thought you was the most perfect man that i have ever seen,

and i still dont understand why you treat me like you do,

i used to give into your lies but now i see the truth,

Oh no i dont want to hear it im through,

yea i know i'll still be missing you but its not worth the pain

that ive gained from you,

You make me feel

UNAPPRECIATED!

IM REALLY SORRY BOY IF HALFWAY THROUGH I CANT ENDURE THE PAIN!

I DO LOVE YOU BUT I GUESS THATS NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU!

Specially for my BabyBratheer

Hey thr, this is the little brat in my life and trust me i nvr ever regretted the day i first knew him...

He means the world to me though he's the little irritant.. HE'S MY BRATHEER AND HE AINT HEAVY!

Wanna know whyyie i choose this clour to start off with, his fav colour!

He pulls me up when im down,

He lends me his shoulder to lean on,

He lends me his ear whenever i need someone to hear me out,

He is always protecting me,

He wipes my tears and make me smile once again,

He never fails to lift me up,

He is always there even if we dont meet up,

He always sends me off aft slacking!

Most of all he will tell me,"Take care sis, reach home and text me,be safe otw home". ahahahahs just tell me youuu dont him as a bratheer?

Whyyie i wanted to write this post is to thank him for always being there for me even though sometimes i ain't there, u are always on MY MIND BRATHEER LOVE!

I WILL ALWAYS BE LOVING AND MISSING THIS LITTLE BRAT:D

Thanks for always looking out and taking care of me!

Happy three months baby

Hey there again. im back to post that its my 3 months with my BABYBOY TODAYY!

Im happy really happy but every month he is just not here to celebrate with me so tell me im "happy"?!?
Sighs i really wish he will bw able to shower love on me all the time but i know he's scared to do it cause every other girl that he has been with has left scars on him and he's scared to get hurt again.. I can understand you boy but you do pls understand me, i mean like if i dont love you i wouldnt bother doing a card on our second month and even bothered to pass it to you neither learning how to write "ILY" in TAMIL!
And on this month i bought you 2 shirts and even your favourite colour purple slippers!

Just tell me i dint love you boy?

i do and infact truckloads!!
Sighs sometimes i wish so badly you will change and start having time for me seriously!

i missed youu loads and love you more and more each time!

HAPPY 3 MONTHS BABYBOY!

I'LL ALWAYS BE LOVING YOU NEVER LESS BUT ALWAYS MORE!