hey hey back to post..by myself again!
hmmm im just thinking that its realie useless for me having a darn relationship if every guy i go with turns out the same..i mean they do!

hah! its cause i dun hv the looks...so mainly to guys its goes to say:
COVER THE FACE,FUCK THE BASE kinda girl..

hmmm..oh well i keep telling myself that one fine day there will be ur someone who loves
you for you and you dnt have to worry bout that...
but everytime i get a new fling or shld i say date? it still no use..
cause it'll be nice in the begining but towards the end ill be stuck in this deep deep hole
which i realie am trying not to fall in over again time and time!!!

i just wished that whichever guy it may be next will love me for me cause honestly
im getting sick and tired of love that sometimes i wish i was a lesbian or bisexual
cause love to me semms to hurt more and more each time i try to move on..
guess its fated that im suppose to belong to him and only him?
HAH! if he realie chges for the better ya i woludnt hesistate to take him back but the fact that he has alr slept and even went on with my cousin just makes me let go each time i try to give him a chance again!

hmmmm dun wanna think about my past already..just hurts.HAH!
Michelle michelle wad have u turned too..?
i myself dunnoe anymore.
hopefully ill find my singapore Jay Sean!
HAHA! stil got time to joke...